hug me.. yeeeaay

i named it as 143 my new life

since it's being so boring

no one to talk

no one to fight

and no one hug

that's my new hobby i guess

hugging people (not all la of course, hihihi miss to hug that budak kecik)

when being alone here

someway somehow i feel like to have someone

to know me better.

yeayy

finally i said it

(hope nobody take this seriously)

now i would like to listen to my nenek's advices

that i need to find someone

since i'm getting older

(x adala tua sangat la, budak lagi kot)

hohoho

funny advice

all the makciks dah busybody asked my mama

"yang ini bila nak langsung

dah ada ke

blaja-blaja jugaks sambil tu kene cari yea kakak"

bla bla bla

i'll finally meet somebody if he meant to be with me

kalau ada jodoh la kan.

hehehe gatainya anak mama nii.

mama, kakak nak kawen la. bukan x nak. tapi tunggu la dulu.

not ready yet la.hohoho

alasan la tu.

when you are in my shoes

than you will know how hard to give reason

but deep in my heart
"are you ready for love?
nope. not now. not yet."