today, a big day to my dear cousin

abe long sanding hari ni

and guest what

hahaha

aku la yang handle make up dia,

agak cuak yer masa x tau nk pakaikan baju pengantin tu

laaa baju lelaki kan mana la waa tau

semua orang kalut especially all the makciks

kakak sini,

adik buat tu,

nina susun tu.

haiiishh

datukku n nenekku relax jer

senyum, suruh and komen

here is another story

aku la driver since my abe is not around

(miss him already)

so drive thru all the way

penat la jugak coz agak jauh ke dalam

jalan yang sempit,

ku toleh kiri air ku toleh kanan air

my adik and cousin nina bising je kat blakang

(kakak turun korang drive sndri bru tau, huh)

here is other story

my cousin abe long yang kawen tu

punya la berpeluh melencun-lencun

macam air terjun je peluh tu kuar

hihihi

yang syoknyer masa scene photography tu

dia malu- malu nak hug and kiss his bride

aku yang tengok ni plak over suruh buat tu buat nii

(time kakak kawen jgn kacau cam kakak buat tadi okey)

yeeaaaa

finallly makan time

makcik-makcik jangan trkejut yer tgk kakak ambik banyak lauk

biasa la on diet.. ngeee~

thanks for a happy day

2 days to go

for a majlis menyambut menantu

for sure

shafieza fauzi as d cucu perempuan sulung

banyak la keje dia

pasrah je la yer

( i'll use my kuasa veto to suruh all the budaks do all the kerjas ... hohoho)

the end

(dah penat tido time la pulak)

mission for this week and the coming weekend

gain my weight

naaaa

situ kenduri, sana kenduri, sini kenduri

bukan nak pergi sangat pon

agak leceh ya nak pakai mcm perempuan melayu terakhir

naseb la aku kan driver x berbayar my dear nenek

dapat mkn free pon kire ok la yer.

makan makan and makan

ayam masak merah is a must meal

waaaaa

dont be suprised if aku dont look like me anymore

x sabau niii..

would you call me a hypocrite?

 call me a liar?

would you curse out my name?

would you damn me to fire?

would you know what to say?

would you just walk away?

i've tried to hide.

would too closely resemble the truth of you that lies inside?

i've been looking for answers since becoming adult,

not looking for dogma to live like a cult

i've looking to live, i've been living to find

freedom from cages that limit my mind.

will i scare you ?

upset you?

frustrate you?

irrate you?

challenge your lifestyle or weaken your trust?

or will you see my effort?

my passion?

 my sincerity?

will you see just a litle of yourself iin me?

will you take off your mask so we both can be free

Do or Die

wow like a title of a movie

really ? dont know... ngeee~

when somebody told you a big secret

and that somebody considered it as

" i rather die than telling this to you"

but that somebody already did tell you

and now you have to deal with the big secret

someone will think that it is a huge mistake

 to carry the big burden of secret

"why didnt i just tell her that please dont tell me the secret"

sigh ~

What do you think now?

Will you keep the promise to keep it as a secret?

Or telling others about it and brake the promise with that somebody?

Or keep it on your own till you die.

Someone maybe will think that it is not a problem at all

to keep the secret from others to know.

 Wow. Sounds serious.

And i curious what am i yapping abut here.

Lalalala~

 nothing

just a story of do or die.

hoohoho

Life is full with mysterious.